31052012

Hey June!

So long May..,
thanks for the memories.

;)

30052012

Minggu mnambah kan berat badan...

'angohhhh kurus nyaaa makan hati keee...'

Okeh i got it.. Ngeeeee...
^_^

sbb tu sy nk awk gemuk, so kalo sy gemuk.. Sy ckp la.. Sbb awk pn sama.. Sehati sejiwa kata kan.. Hahahaha *thumbs up*

Please..?

Sometimes.. My ridiculous thought is annoying...(most of the times i guess)

But.. Will you please... Bear with it?

Thanks. ;)

***2 hari lagi***

^_^

26052012

Went to Yaya's fren's wedding.
(she's gorgeous. Rasanya stiap pengantin pun cantik kann?..)

Then keje lak kat kecemasan ni berbaju kurung smpai 12malam. Uwah. Sejuk oh!

Ermm,,
But one thing for sure;
I miss you already dikk!!
See u next 3 days!!

Oh. #you too..

Jelesss!

Jealous? Or maybe.. Just insecured..

But Still. There's a lil tiny bit of jealousy did rose..

Ermm.. I'm still on my way learning to trust... Baby step.. Baby step.

Just keep going with the flow~

maybe?

What if i said...

Its still not over?

'U may not see.
May not hear,
But u cant stop urself from thinking bout her..'

Maybe?

I can prove it..~ but if only i can read mind n see whats those things in the heart..


Even when the jam's with u.. U still cnt stop thinking bout the peanut?

#Oh itu bahaya.

expect less, do more.

Sy bukan lah seorang yang prihatin..

tapi.. saya adalah pemerhati...

bila saya perhati keadaan sekeliling...baru la saya tau..

lots of people love to judge.

what do they expect?

for us to become them?

mungkin.. sesetengah perkara kita adalah expert..

tapi.. kita tak leh nk expect.. semua pun camtuh.. tak gituh?

bagi ruang..bagi masa.. tunjuk ajar.. itu adalah lebih penting..

dr terus complain..

tak semua pun sempurna.. well.. i know.. i did 'that' thing better than 'them' ..

but yet.. they keep complaining 'those' didnt do the right thing like they did?

yea right.. like u did it perfectly? come on la.. be professional.

tak semua orang adalah sempurna dan tau segalanya..

dan... rambut sama hitam.. tahap kecekapan mungkin lain2..

rilex laa...

Kita pun tak semua betul kut...

apa yg penting.. buat yg terbaik.. judge less, expect less.. but do more.

u maybe a 'sunbae', but that doesnt means u always right. 

ok. sy hanya junior. tak mampu berkata2.. hanya mampu memerhati keadaan sekeliling dan menasihati diri sendiri.

stop being mean and making fun of people.

actually.. that isn't funny at all..

peace. no war.

♥ ♥ ♥

counting days....♥ 

Wednesday the 23rd.

Dear #you..,

sometimes it's nice to hear things that i already know. 

even if you already show it with your actions, 

it is nice to sometimes have it spelt out. 

this can be accomplished through texts, emails, letters, phone calls,

or just whispered sweet nothings

sincerely,

Me.

The second always the best?

Dalam cerita korea.. Selalu ada dua hero... Dan selalu nya.. Kebanyakan cerita.. I alwayssssss fall for the second one..

Contoh;
Fullhouse- sy lg suka yg director tu.. Cool gilew~

Princess hour - suka yg putera lee.. Lagi charming.. Cute~~

Even dalam pasta pn.. - suka manager restoran tu lagii dr chef yg arrogant tuhh..

Hermm..Hero no 2 slalu lebihhh mnarik.. But in the end.. Tak dpt heroin.. And in the end.. I'll alwaysssss said;
'Its ok.. I'm here for u hero no 2'

Ngehehhee..

Some saids;

'If u fall for two person at the same time.. Choose the second one.
If u really love the first, u wont fall for the second.'

Eheh?

So.. U r the second? Thats why i choose u?

Hahahaha. No hard feeling eh?

Ok bye!

XoXo ♥

#IMY.

love the way you take me the way i am..

Hip hip hoorey!

Juara FA - (1-0) The Red Warriors, Kelantan.

Nice one Ghaddar! Biar arr sepakan penalti je pn..leh jd juara gakk~
Oh ghaddar mmg ensemm!
*piya tetap paling macho. Ngeee :p *

Champion league - The Blues, Chelsea.
(1-1 dgn penalti 4-3 )

Way to go Drogba! Makin hensem lakk drogba nehhh~
*lampard tetap paling cute. Weewit!*

*oh sy xreti sgt tgk bola. Kalo liga lagiii tak reti nak kira. So tgk bola, sape jaringkan n sape menang je laa~ hihi hoho*


Hip hip hoorey!

i just love that...

go on a date without me to plan; where to..
and what to.
i just love the way... u didnt asked me to plan..
That's.. REALLY awesome.

and the way... u keep your lil promises.
(which i didnt actually tuntutt pun..)

and the way... we keep arguing.
there's alwayssss things to disagree with.
even i had no chance of winning.
(always i'm the wrong one)
even rasa geram dan tak puas hati.. but..

i just love that.

not just great.. but beyond awesome.

thanks..

your crooked smile; never failed to make me smile even wider.

i just love that. really.

18052012

Promises are like chains around the neck,
For people that make them in vain,
Sooner or later,
They become prisoners of their broken promises.


Dalam jodoh pasti ada cinta, dalam cinta belum pasti ada jodoh.

#quotes of the day

Dont trust me.

What hurt the most is hurting someone who trust you...

-torn between two-

love or promises..

When is it fair to be unfair?

My fault. Always... My fault.

Or.. Should i said...
'dont trust me?'

16052012 part 3

I guess.. I should stop.

'That'... Just make me stop.

I want it that way..too...

Ahh.. Now i hate myself...
Why on earth did i spill the beans?!

Its happen. Now. Stop. Its not official. Not certain.

Ok gudnite~

160512 part 1

16052012 Part 2.

I dont like you like i did yesterday..

But i love u more.. Each day.

15 May 2012

First of all.. happy birthday cik na.. My another mom~
The greatest aunt!
Love u!


But today had been a stress day for me.. Not because of the workloads..
But..
There's 'the pakcik' problem!

Why on earth.. Did org2 tua slalu sangkut ngan saya neh??

Yg da kawen lak. Ada anak lak.
Muka keibuan sgt ke saya neh?! Eheh..

Yg bujang ok la gakk~ leh wat spare. *oh i just crossed that one. Ngeee*

Mana tak stress kalo siap ada org cr Ainul kat farmasi.. Siap cakap..'takkan ngan suami orang pun nak kawan'
Ohhoo..

Suami org tu pn.,. Tua dh okeh, anak 4. Kalo mcm Adi putra tu ke, ok gakk~ hot skettt~ ehehehe..

Saya tak nak pn laki makcik.
Kakak, saya tak pandang pn abg akak tu..
So please stop talking nonsense..
Tak pandang pn cmne nk plan kawen?!
Nonsense!! Huuuu~

Nmpk tak stress! Xpepasal tlibat ngan rumah tangga org! Huu~

I hate that.

Naseb ada stress releasor.

N i got what i need. Thanks to #you!

14052012

FINE!!
P laa smua balik kul 10..
Tinggal sy balik kul 12 snsorg...
Fine. Fine. Fine!

Eheh.
I love u girls~~~

Monday.Not so good.

Its monday. But not much of smile today...

No monday blues.. but still.. Not in a good mood..

Thinking of umi unconscious in the kitchen alone.. Really make me feel bad.. Really bad!

How i wish i could transfer to the hometown asap~

Hermm.. ;(

I'm sorry mom...

Aaaa teruknyaaa....!

Nnt da ada rumah sndiri angoh ajak umi duk skali ehh... Hermm...

Get well soon my super mom!
I love you...

Kalau dah manusia..

Kalau dah manusia..
Bila marah hilang kawalan..
Bila marah lupa kawan..

Tp yea laa..

Kalau dah manusia..
Rambut sama hitam..
Tp personaliti lain2..
Cara handle marah pun lain2.
Marah..naik suara.. Tengking2..

Rasa nya.. Tak ada apa yg boleh di selesaikan...

Dah kalau marah sangat.. Ambil wuduk. Bertenang.. Dan fikir lah jalan penyelesaian..

Tak cool lah tak dpt kontrol emosi.

Nangis takpe la.. Emosi sndiri.. Tp bila marah2.. Kann da ganggu emosi org len skali..

Tak cool lah adik2.. abg2.. Kakak2.. Makcik2.. Pakcik2..

Ok bye...

#tengking2 tak dapat selesai masalah pn.....

Hanya mengarut di malam hari selepas beberapa insiden hari ini.
Esok weekend. Mari kita enjoyy!

Xoxo: Good luck kamu! Sila study...♥

Its been a while

Someone told me..

'Its been a while i didnt see that face on u., muka org di lamun cinta.. Akhir nya....'

Nampak sgt ke?!! Owhoo..
Takde laaaa dilamun cinta pnnn.. Sblm ni pn ada je bcinta konon2..
Tp mungkin...
Kali ni.. Lain.

I put off my guard..
I gave up protecting my heart that much.
I'm letting myself vulnerable.

Its been a while..
I didnt said those words.
I didnt felt those feels
I didnt fall this deep.

U got me..

Last time.. I thought i wont love the same after the hurt.

But.. I guess. I'm wrong.

And i'm glad n thankful.,

I got #you.

♥

thanks love.

May ninth

Just not my day
Everything doesnt seems to turn out well

Nice nice nice.

I got pissed easily.

Herm..
Idk.

Its my fault. My insecure but then...

Oh i hate this!!

Guess. Its my fault. Letting myself vulnerable.

Ok bye.

*how can i tell u that i miss u.*

08052012

See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way

My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life,
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
See baby I'm so thankful
It is you..

*copy.paste.cut.del.edit*

07052012

Dah lama tak wat keje mcm ni..
Bekerja dari 12mlm smpai 8pg di farmasi A&E..
Then sambung lak 8am - 5pm office hour kat inpatient.

Huu.. Keje 16jam tu mcm da biasa. Tp tanpa tidur tu.. Xberapa nak biasa dah la skrg..
Tp.. Apa boleh wat.. Have to..
Peraturann..dr mereka yg tak nk komitmen dan lepaskan kepada org len.. Oh i hate that crap
Sorry to speak my mind out. Its my space. But at least.. Sy ikut la jugak kannn. Cuma.. Meragui ketidak adilan di situ.
Oh i shuld stop this crap.
Ok bye.


#you.. Make my heart 'dalam hati ada taman'. ♥
;)
too sweet. Leh kena kencing manis ginii~ :p

Ps: Sweet dreams to those who sleeping.
Rinduu katil n 'anak2'.. Wuhuuu~

Thank you isnt enough.

Reminiscing the memory.

'I do'

U make me smile even better.

Zillion thanks. Sweet. Wonderful.
One of a kind.
#you