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Mencuba meraih hatimu..
Walau payah yang aku pikul.. Walau beban yang aku tadah..
Mencuba mendekatimu... Walau kau tak pernah jauh dariku..
Kau tahu hatiku.. Kau tahu perasaanku..
Kau datang padaku.. Kau biarku bermain dengan emosi..
Kau goda hatiku... Kau calar hatiku..
Mana akhir episod ini?

Siapa aku di sanubarimu?? Sekadar teman atau bagaimana????
Mengapa beri tanda cinta jika tiada niat untuk mencinta???
Akukah yang bermain perasaan?? Tetapi mengapa tiada langkah saat ku minta kau pergi???
Jangan kau berlari-lari dalam hatiku.. Tetaplah di situ kalau itu destinasinya...

Aku mahu kesudahan cerita yang kau lukis...
Aku mahu kepastian yang hanya ada padamu..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia benar untukku.
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku.
Jika dia bukan milikku.
Damaikanlah hatiku.
Dengan ketentuan-Mu.

^_^

reasons to hate the male~

the reasons are... (not all of these apply to every boy)

1. Their smart enough to know how to torture you but not enough to remember what you want of them.
2. Teasing is what they think a way to let a girl know they like them.
3. Their stupid decisions.
4. They think they're better than girls.
5. The way they can make you feel worse when you're upset.
6. The way they question your questions? i.e "Why do you love me?" boy answers, "What do you mean why?"
7. They can't think of answers to simple questions.
8. Their lies don't even make sense.
9. They think their the smartest people in the world.
10. Their selfish.
11. They don't think with their brains.
12. All they think about is how girls look.
13. They remember EVERYTHING BUT what you actually want to be known for.
14. They say "uhhh.." a lot.
15. They never know the nice things to say to a girl.
16. They say the most wrong things at the wrong time.
17. They are very loud.
18. They think they're always right.
19. They are full of themselves.
20. Some of them like way too many girls at the same time.
21. They have dirty mouths.
22. They don't know when to stop doing whatever their doing.
23. They say the stupidest things sometimes.
24. They DO the stupidest things sometimes.
25. They can be very insensitive.
26. They take forever to say sorry.
27. They would never admit any of these.
28. They think love songs are cheesy.
29. They think love movies are cheesy.
30. They think LOVE ANYTHING is cheesy.
31. They don't know when their in love.
32. I love you doesn't mean a lot to them.
33. They don't know the difference between looking and seeing.
34. If a guy reads number forty five he would probably say 'well duh! they're spelled differently!' and laugh.
35. They think that being able to jump off the roof is a talent.
36. They think we're over too over dramatic but they just don't understand.
37. They are really judgemental.
38. When they're talking about inappropriate things they don't care how we feel, but when we do it they go 'eeeeeew!'
39. They never believe us.
40. They say things that they never do like, "I was thinking about you last night", when they were with another girl.
41. They just don't understand in general.
42. They don't, kinda, care what they wear.
43. They think they can do everything.
44. They think that they can't get ink poison when they write on themselves.
45. Their ego.

demam.

benci.
penat.
pening.
letih.
sedih.
demam.

not feeling well.

wake up! get well soon!
chaiyok2!!

heart..

once dah pandai nk ride a bike..
bwk pn laju2.. sgt fun.. every day pn seronok..
lama2 dah expert.. bwk pn dgn lebih berskill..
tp..once dah jatuh dan dpt sakit yg amat...
nk nek basikal lg.. akan terpikir dua kali..
n we wuld ride again..[the fun is too much to waste]
but with more careful..
and wont ride as beautiful as before..
its too hurt to be hurt again.

~..broken heart doesn't love the same as the lovable heart does.. ~
~...broken heart will heal.. but the scars will remain forever...~

.........it seriously is........

||::..an old phobia...::||

L.I.A.R.

the can't-be-trusted one.
love to lie.
lie to love.
..lie n lie n lie..

wont u stop it, liar??

stop lying me.
stop ur damn lies.

stop make me the stupidest one.
the one that easily to lie.

k, i'm stupid.
but liar..
u r worse!

i'm done with u..liar!
no words can be trusted than.

so, gudbye liar.
had enuff with ur lies.
thanks so much.

but.. it seems.. i wont forgive u..
the simple lie..
get worse every other day..
lie.. came to lies...
then.. u became a liar~!

n liar cant b trusted.
nope.
so, stop here liar..

i hate liar.
i hate smoker.
i hate backstabber.

that's the three things dat i hate.
n u r the no.1..
the liar.

so no exception.

adioss liar!!

welcome 2010~

haha.. i shuld post bout the comes of new year first actually
but really eager bout the breaking down..

neway,
gudbye wonderful 2009,
had a great happy memories on 2009,
graduated from dip, got pays, had lots of sweet memories with friends..
nice one though..

2010,
full of planning..
hope everything will going on well..
will always pray for it..
azam baru??
adeh.....
wanna be better than before..
that's all~ hehehe..

welcome again 2010..